HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

A poem for me myself...mommy to LITTLE TRAVISSH...mommy love u very much sayang..although mommy did scolding u ...although mommy did mad at u...

Dear Lord, it's such a hectic day
With little time to stop and pray
For life's been anything but calm
Since You called on me to be a mom
Running errands, matching socks
Building dreams with building blocks
Cooking, cleaning, and finding shoes
And other stuff that children lose
Fitting lids on bottled bugs
Wiping tears and giving hugs
A stack of last weeks mail to read
So where's the quiet time I need?
Yet when I steal a minute, Lord
Just at the sink or ironing board
To ask the blessings of Your grace
I see then, in my small one's face
That you have blessed me
All the while
And I stop to kiss
That precious smile


This is for u mommy KELUNA JUGAH....thanks for everything...I LOVE U VERY MUCH....

Mom, I loved you yesterday, I love you tomorrow and everyday.
You were there for me my first day of school, to hold my hand and give me courage to go.
You listened to me when I needed to talk, you talked to me when I needed to listen.
You let me grow and learn from my own mistakes.
You never left my side when I was feeling down, I knew you would be there to pick me up.
I wish there was a way I could repay all the things you have done for me, but there's nothing great enough to repay the greatest mother of all.

I DONT KNOW WHY I AM SAD IN THIS SPECIAL DAY

OMG IT SHOULD BE HAPPEN IN THIS SPECIAL DAY....IM NOT IN THE GOOD MOOD.....IT IS TEARS INSTEAD OF LAUGHTER.......WHY?????????????? I MYSELF EVEN FAIL TO UNDERSTAND MY OWN FEELING.........IM SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANNA GO TO A PLACE WHERE MY HEART WILL BE CALM.....

MOMMY D LATEST

BUSY LIKE BEE....

Lately I'm exteremly busy....catch up with my master thesis, manage my king and prince and doing all the house chores at the same times...being a wife, mommy, carrier woman and student at the same time is not as easy as I thought...good time management is highly needed....24 hours seems not enough at all...worst come to worst Travissh's babysitter has resigned...so mommy need to be "bibik" while looking for the new one.....while doing my work i let Travissh watching his favourite CD Baby Einstein and YBCR....I olso let him play as much as he want at the play room....I just don't care if he were to make the room messy as long I still have even a little time to update my thesis....the work is getting more and tougher as im most close to the real survey....3 years leaving university without bother about research then have to review it again....really make my brain malfunction....luckily i did not take a risk doing straight to PHD....perhaps after this i will not update my blog as usual....time seem envy me...ahaks...t

MEMORI SEORANG PELAJAR .....

During presentation of vice canselor award

During our convocation...I am next to Tan sri Datuk Dr. Ibrahim Abu Shah (man with songkok and misai) really proud dapat pakai sach...my dream come true

During presentation of Dean List Award

During presentation of Best Student Award

Entri ni khas ditujukan buat adik2 yang tengah belajar kat universiti terutamanya yang request i share MEMORI SEBAGAI SEORANG PELAJAR..*bilalah nak stop dari membaca academic book*....diorang suruh tulis dalam BM biar nampak santai...tak jadi masalah walau BM tunggang langgang..tapi awas sangat panjang bebelan i kali ini...tapi i taklah cemerlang manapun yg korang boleh jadikan inspirasi..banyak lagi yang lagi cemerlang kat luar.....ok meh baca story morey kronologi i masa darjah 1 sampai u...kalau jemu skip jer lah...no hard feeling babe..sebenarnya ceritanya sgt2 panjang...1 tahun pun tak habis nak cerita..tpi i cut it short...cintan cintun slash..nanti korang tiru pula...ekeke

percaya tak i tak masuk preschool/tadika masa kanak2 dulu..i direct darjah 1..tapi daddy dah ajar A BC dan 123 kat rumah sikit2 so bolehlah...masa tu i kagum dengan rakan sekelas yang dah pandai baca sentence sedangkan i hanya pandai ABC jer tu pun bukanya complete pun..menulis belum lagi...i jenis budak yang nakal dan suka main..berkawan pun dengan kebanyakan budak lelaki ...cikgu ajar kat depan i main tikam2 dibelakang sampai kena denda...tapi i managed to get no.2 dalam kelas seramai 30 lebih kalau tak silap dan maintain no.2 sampai darjah 6...eh kenapa tak i tak pernah dpt 1st yer...so UPSR i dapat 3A 1C...C tu apa ya..Math of course..FYI i benci dengan Maths..tpi i paling suka English...kalau dah namanya benci nak buat exercise pun malas...jdi camna nak score...

masuk sekolah menengah daddy antar belajar kat girl school..semuanya budak perempuan belaka...alahai boringnyer takde lelaki...boy school pulak kat seberang jalan...still juga dengan perangai lama main2 tapi study tetap focus...i pastikan i faham apa yang cikgu ajar, buat homework dan buat exam sebaik mungkin...dari form 1 to 5 macam kat sekolah rendah i still dapat no.2...memang tak pernah nak menyangkut nya no.1 tu....namun selalu dapat highest utk subject Economic, Science, & Geography secara keseluruhan...PMR i dapat 5A 2B..bolehlah kan...still belum dpt kategory cemerlang tuh..SPM pulak i dapat 5A1, 3B, 1C...C tu apa tak perlu nak tanya...Maths...haha...

bila dah terima result SPM...semuanya sibuk nak isi borang UPU termasuklah i sendiri..beli borang lepas tu main isi jer..coz sebenarnya belum tahu minat yang sebenar benarnya..kejap minat law kejap minat business kejap minat social science...main hentam jer...yang peliknya dari 8 pilihan kursus semuanya i pilih kat UIA dan 1 kat UiTM...wahal kat situ stated masuk UIA mesti ada ambil pendidikan Islam...bila result UPU keluar i diterima masuk DIPLOMA IN OFFICE MANAGEMENT AND TECHNOLOGY...syok sgt masuk U bukan sebab nak belajar tapi syok nak jumpa ramai kawan dan enjoy seperti drama dalam TV....tapi yg tak syoknya masa minggu orentasi..kena ragging dek senior..bayangkan pukul 3pagi disuruh berbaris di padang...rasa nya pengsan tak cukup tidor...masa diploma i ada best friend Angie namanya...kita 2 orang pantang hari jumaat wajib tengok wayang sampai sanggup ponteng kelas insan dan agama...lepas tu merayap kat pasar..apa nak jadi da...result masa diploma not bad...dua kali dapat anugerah dekan dan tamat dengan CGPA; 3.4....(sungguh tak cantik result itu)..takpe tebus masa degree nanti...azam tuh..aik bru skarang ada azam???

lepas habis diploma memang nak continue degree terus tak nak kerja dulu...apply dapat Degree in Admin Science tapi nampaknya kurang sesuai dengan otak i yang tak dapat nak menghafal ni terus tukar Degree in Business Admin major Marketing...ha bermulalah perjuangan yang maha hebat...azam nak jadi Best Student dan dapat Anugerah Naib Canselor...nak bergaya pakai sach masa konvo kononya...i dah tak tinggal asrama lagi coz dah kahwin...aik kahwin awal nampak kata sesetengah orang...muda muda dah pikul tangunggjawab sebagai seorang isteri...dapatkah aku??? nasib En.Tangai seorang yg understanding dan beri full support...ha kalau korang nak tahu beliaulah sifu i yang selalu mengajar subject yg berkaitan dengan calculation..naik pening sifu ajar murid dia yang sememangnya bebal math..haha...

walaupun azam i nak dapat anugerah segala bagai masa degree namun perangai yang suka main2 dan duduk belakang sejak dari darjah 1 tak dapat dibuang...sapa tak kenal agnes si mulut becok..pensyarah sibuk mengajar i pulak sibuk pass note ngan kawan...mengumpat dibelakang...tapi i ada rahsia utk mendapat result yg cemerlang...bukan meniru ya..dosa tau..iaitu FOCUS + FAHAM dan STUDY SMART not hard...i akan pastikan i betul2 faham apa yg diajar even tetap main2 otak berfungsi babe...balik terus buat nota ringkas supaya senang nak recap masa nak exam...

satu lagi i tak sukalah nak tension2 belajar...buat revision macam esok sudah tiada...boleh buat gila tuh...kalau rakan2 yang lain struggle nak revise utk final exam masa study week i pulak mengatal nak tengok wayang, picnic, pergi event itu ini, jalan2 kat shopping complex...dan segala macam...i cuma revise kalau esok exam utk that subject...sanggup tak tidur..tapi itu style i jangan pulak ada yg ikut last minute study ni..lain org lain method yg berkesan ya...masa exam i bykkan makan ikan dan kismis..i pun makan gingko biloba tablet utk menguatkan daya ingatan coz im a kind of person yang memori tak berapa nak kuat..ekeke..itulah byk tak ingat nama org sampai org kat sombong...

akhirnya azam i terlaksana...tiap2 semester dapat Anugerah Dekan...kemudian masa pregraduation nite dapat Best Student dan dapat Anugerah Naib Canselor dan 1st Class Degree with CGPA 3.78, anugerah idaman setiap pelajar universiti...merasa jugak dapat sarungkan sach...dapat jugak merasa glamour masuk newspaper...cukuplah...Thanks God...rezeki kerja pun murah tak sempat rest otak dah dpt kerja jdi Marketing Exec, resign utk jadi pensyarah kat kolej swasta sebelum ditawarkan Biasiswa Tenaga Pengajar Muda UitM utk buat Master...ikutkan hati nakkalau ikutkan dapat straight PhD coz dpt 1st Class tpi takut tak dapat cope maklum tanggungjawab makin bertambah...

apapun kejayaan ini banyak dibantu oleh keluarga dan kawan2 yg memberikan sokongan..terutama daddy yg sgt tegas especially hal study anak2...kalau tak dpt top 3 dlm kelas..habis cerita...panas telinga kena sembur...

*itu saja ya adik adiku syg kat next entry kasi tips belajar ya*

MOMMY SWEET 26 (BIRTHDAY EVE & 20 FACTS ABOUT ME)

This 2010 birthday (23rd June 2010) will be the most special birthday to me.....first birthday as a mommy....unlike previous years this year will be more joyful and meaningful....blowing candle with our handsome and smart son....

In conjunction with my sweet 26 lets check out who am I aka Agnes aka Mommy Vish aka Mrs. Tangai

1. I was born on 23rd June 1984 at 8.00pm at Betong Sarawak...with 2.9kg
2. First daughter to Mr & Mrs. Kanyan Jiram and has one sister and two brothers after me
3. Wife to Mr.Tangai and mommy to Little Travissh Aldrich
   
4. Has a Diploma In Office Management and Technology (Secretarial Executive) and a Degree in Business Administration (Hons) (Marketing) with First Class Honour Degree
5. Currently doing Master of Science In Business Administration (by research) at UiTM (full sponsorship from Young Lecturer Scheme TPM and Kementerian Pengajian Tinggi Malaysia KPTM)
6. Plan to get my PhD at the age of 30
7. Very dedicated and commited to family, career and study
8. Loves teaching/lecturing profession
   
9. Loves pink, white, green and yellow colour
10. Very sensitive
    
11. Bad temper & easily get mad
    
12. Can't live without big amount of $$$$$$$
13. Crazy for English country home decor
14. Very fussy and known as "perfectionist"
15. Loves eating especially Lamb Chop, Satay, Laksa
16. Loves travel all over places...
17. Hates lizard, cockroach and earthworm v.much
18. Crazy about all baby matters (after the birth of our son)
19. Shopaholic
    
20. Not really like make up (most of the time prefer natural beauty)
    

MUMMY 1ST YEAR AS A MOM

LIFE AS A MOMMY

Nine months ago...31st July 2009...at 5.37 pm ...I was officially..biologically.. as a mother to our healthy, smart and handsome young man, Travissh Aldrich.....his birth change our life 360 degree....that extremely true when a child enter our life everything gonna be different (of course not all)...he always become our top priority...thinking about nothing except for him...

for almost 4 years being married to my mr.perfect, Tangai Pali the birth of our son is a most precious gift we ever have...he become our everything....we shower and pampers him with loves and materials.....we cuddle and hug him like there no tomorrow....his smile and laugh cheers our day....his character melt our heart....

I can describe my feeling as a mom...it mix actually....sometimes i get overexcited to witness his progress from day one ....sometimes i over impressed if he did something better than other or his development exceed our expectation...sometimes i get worried if he not in front of my eyes.....sometimes i wonder whether i really give him the best.......sometimes i curious what he will be in the future....

being a mother is not an easy job coz how u bringing them up will determine their future....the role is very tough to play....I have to admit it ...as a mother at the same time a wife, a student, a career woman..time management is very important....every single minute with our child is extremely important and need to spend in a quality way....

MUMMY KENA RAGUT

Today is really bad day for mummy...mummy was snatched.....while having breakfast at coffee shop...all mummy important belonging was stolen....huhu....mummy really curse him...curse him to have an accident...sorry honey to say such bad word...mummy really geram at him...he took money that that mummy just withdraw to buy ur present....huhu...mummy wanna cry.....

Luckly mummy have apply for CIMB protection plan to protect all the cards and other belonging...hence mummy can claim for loss...but honey...as daddy said when you lose 1000 you can get 10,000......tetapi kejadian ini ada hikmah sayang....daddy get his bonuses....so we can pau daddy...he.he...

XMAS MOOD 09 (Charity at PIBAKAT)

This event was organized by Cosmopoint MPP...mummy last event as with the college.....wow enjoy ourselves very much....mummy joined xmas choir group to entertain the children there.....

NATURE LOVER....